As much as I hate how my Tumblr account turned into a sanctuary of heartbreak quotes and heartache posts, I can’t stop because that’s just how I feel. I’m sorry. Unfollow me if you must.
It has already been months and I still feel the same way I did. I wish I could just erase this feeling but I can’t. I just love him too much. It hurts to see him happy without me. It makes me think that I’m really not worth it. Maybe I’m not. I know I’m not but I’ve tried so hard to change my ugly ways and I finally did. It’s just that when I finally did, he left me. And now I’m broken and lonely. Yes, I was too attached but that’s just normal if you love someone. You’d want to spend every day with him and you’ll never get tired of being with him. Well, that was me and so was he.
But things have changed. On my part, for the worse and it’s out of my control. I can’t do anything about this. Only that I have to move on. But no matter how hard I try, I just can’t seem to take the next step. Memories of us strike me all the time. They caused a lot of tears and heartache. Literally. I wish I can sleep just like sleeping beauty. Then my prince would come and save me from all this misery.
My new favorite song!!
P!nk- Just Give Me A Reason