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Wed, 22 May 2013 12:37:38 -0400

treasure-it: dumb-dawg: basically Wow this literally just...

Wed, 22 May 2013 12:37:29 -0400

treasure-it:

dumb-dawg:

basically

Wow this literally just broke my heart because I feel this every fucking day

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Wed, 22 May 2013 12:32:09 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

They say, “Time heals all wounds.” but I keep asking myself, how long? How long will it...

Wed, 22 May 2013 12:14:08 -0400

They say, “Time heals all wounds.” but I keep asking myself, how long? How long will it take for these wounds on my heart to heal? How long will I cause my own suffering by loving someone who clearly doesn’t love me anymore? I really hate this. I don’t like feeling this way as much as people are tired of hearing my rants about my heartbreak. Somehow, I can’t find the courage to stop myself. It’s like.. I’ve been so bitter and sad all the time that I’m kind of used to the feeling. I’m not as strong as I look. I may be physically stronger but emotionally, I’m dying. I’m falling apart.

I’ve never felt so alone in my life. I feel so out of place in my organization. I used to have him, I always had him. He was always my companion and I never felt alone in my organization even though I don’t have a lot of close friends there. Ever since he left me on my own, I’ve been so alone that I am kind of evading the group. I can’t stand the feeling that they’re all there sharing jokes and laughing around but I don’t get a single thing. I feel like I don’t belong and I don’t know how I am supposed to fit in when I feel like everyone dislikes me. I am not a quitter therefore I won’t allow this to cause me to quit. Although this doesn’t mean that I am happy. I know I will be one day but when will that day be? I don’t know what to do. I’m trying my best but I still haven’t found a way to fit in. How can I? And I cannot avoid the feeling of hurt everytime I see him. It’s just so hard to be in the same organization as that special someone whom you mean nothing to. I don’t know. I always pray that God will help me be stronger. Maybe that day will come when I can finally conquer my insecurities. But as of now, I have to step up and do something somehow.

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 05:04:56 -0400

"Sadie, I know that the universe doesn’t give us anything we can’t handle."

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 05:03:49 -0400

“Sadie, I know that the universe doesn’t give us anything we can’t handle.”

- Jenna to Sadie, Awkward. (via hopeanchors-the-soul)

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 05:01:14 -0400

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 04:59:44 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 12:58:35 -0400

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 12:54:09 -0400

"Geoffrey Chaucer wrote, “Time Heals All Wounds.”But what he failed to mention was the scars those..."

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 12:52:26 -0400

““Geoffrey Chaucer wrote, “Time Heals All Wounds.”But what he failed to mention was the scars those wounds leave behind, the painful things that happen to us permanently leave their mark. they don’t necessarily hurt anymore, but they’re always there as a reminder, as a memory. and as time passes, maybe the memory gets a little fuzzy. but we always have the scars to remind us it happened. that we lived through it, we survived.””

- Carrie Bradshaw. The Carrie Diaries (via sayitbest)

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 12:39:02 -0400

I Need A Do-Over

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 12:57:00 -0400

In my almost 20 years in this world, I have had countless times wherein i screw up and make mistakes that I will regret probably for the rest of my life. If only we could have a do-over, even just once.. It will be so great to have one. I want to re-live my life again, correct the mistakes that I’ve made and make those countless situations better than they were. I want a do-over wherein I will still remember the lessons that I’ve learned in the past and apply them when I change them. But I guess I can’t have it. And it sucks because life could be much better if we could have a do-over. I don’t know how I am ever going to fix myself. I’m such a mess, always have been and maybe always will be.

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 12:50:36 -0400

read and relate ☮

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 12:44:42 -0400

read and relate ☮

As much as I hate how my Tumblr account turned into a sanctuary of heartbreak quotes and heartache...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 03:15:25 -0400

As much as I hate how my Tumblr account turned into a sanctuary of heartbreak quotes and heartache posts, I can’t stop because that’s just how I feel. I’m sorry. Unfollow me if you must.

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Wed, 20 Mar 2013 03:06:21 -0400

我不感想一个没有你的世界。

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 02:25:59 -0400

我不感想一个没有你的世界。

It has already been months and I still feel the same way I did. I wish I could just erase this...

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 01:03:03 -0400

It has already been months and I still feel the same way I did. I wish I could just erase this feeling but I can’t. I just love him too much. It hurts to see him happy without me. It makes me think that I’m really not worth it. Maybe I’m not. I know I’m not but I’ve tried so hard to change my ugly ways and I finally did. It’s just that when I finally did, he left me. And now I’m broken and lonely. Yes, I was too attached but that’s just normal if you love someone. You’d want to spend every day with him and you’ll never get tired of being with him. Well, that was me and so was he.

But things have changed. On my part, for the worse and it’s out of my control. I can’t do anything about this. Only that I have to move on. But no matter how hard I try, I just can’t seem to take the next step. Memories of us strike me all the time. They caused a lot of tears and heartache. Literally. I wish I can sleep just like sleeping beauty. Then my prince would come and save me from all this misery.

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Thu, 14 Mar 2013 00:53:41 -0400